justin 22 year old
malaysian, tall build 188cm
90kg.. cute looking
i got to know him thru one of my friend in our neighbourhood...there's this S11 coffee shop near the mrt station ...
usually i would hang around there to chat with all the people at the coffee shop.. i'm pretty well known there loh. cos whenever i'm there the atmosphere gets lifted up.. well..
(that's wat they commented ^_^ *giggle*)
he would offer to send me back*cos it would be like 12++am*..
and we would have
long conversation for couple of hours.. (i'm a chatterbox*heh*)
we chat about my church- city harvest church!
cos he's a malaysian and came to s'pore to work..
can't stop promoting wat a great church i belonged to..
and also the vision and dreams i have from God!
>>i'm believing that yishun revival would birthforth cos all my family are all staying here and
after i got to know justin, he has been a great help to me to intro me to all his pals and there are all residenting here!
>>i can see that there's open door to touch the lives of these within my circle of influence...
Guess wat??
[before asia conference God has already spoken to me that he would use me to bring the Gospel to my neighbourhood. now i'm walking in this pathway.. and justin is lending me his hand.. encouraging me and movitating me all the way..]
i thank GOD that i can have the chance to do his work cos i noe that it's not becos im wise or come from a good background.. have good education.. or come from well-to-do family.
but the word says that :
"He use the foolish things of the world to shame the wise.." __ me
though he's a believer but have not been to church 4 a long time
(due to work commitment) but i can see that he has never backslided from God
we have been doing a great job reaching out to others..
we sow words of encouragements into theit lives..
and very sweet towads me.. other than sending me back home.. he wakes me up every day and send me to work..
very caring guy also..when i was sick he came to my place and bought me food.. always checking on how am i..
very bubbly.. he could reali get along with my friends and family members..
i think that he has fallen in love with me.. *and i'm touched by all that he's done within this short period of time*
Hold on!
my female cell leader ask me to keep my option open.. she said
>> i should reserve my emotion and not be swayed cos somebody is after you..
>>cos i haven reali get to know him..
>>and i don't wanna end up marrying the wrong guy..
>>cos i should allow enough time to get to know a guy before i make the decision..
>>since he's not rooted in church.. Spiritual level not strong..
Another male cell leader just ask me to go ahead with my heart..
is there an other option??
actually there are alot of guys in my life that liked me however they are not Godly or not proactive so i didnt include them in my list..
when i get to know justin we spoke our hearts out and he got the chance to get know my past.. yet he is very accepting.. but wat's holding me back is that he's younger than me and that he's not yet rooted in church and that being with him means that i would have to embrace another culture~ cos he come from another background!
i'm amazed that all these are happening so fast that i can't catch up with the pace..
it's always great to fall in love but i dun wanna get attached becos i'm touched..
i believe if there's opputunity guys can always touch your heart..
i wanna fallin love cos i reali love the person for who he is!
i believe no matter how strong a relationship could be, it must be able to go through trials..
so i'm reali usins my mind not reali my heart..
i wanna fall in love LOGICALLY!!
cos when your heart takes over,
no matter how wise a person could be,
would also make silly decision...
* i dun wanna make the impulse decision*
i'm wondering
*seriously*
should i be with him??
or God you have another plan 4 me?
should i Choose to fall in love with him?
or should i wait..
is there another option
another route?
*Of cos i hope that my relationship would be God given and that i believe that he muz also embrace the same values and flowing in the same spirit and fuiling the vision and dreams of this church..*
i'm not looking at looks but i wanna be open that God you would send the Right guy to my life not onli be mature & Godly but also be spiritual & filled with Big dreams and wanna do great works 4 His kingdom and accept me 4 who i am within. able to embrace my past and present and future.. he must be able to be rooted in city harvest so that i can be a helper to my man to help him fuifill his destiny and dreams to be a great leader
putting your kingdom 1st in everything!!
i believe that the earthly ministry=spiritual ministry!
*you will not give us a job that has no time to serve you*
* God i pray that you will give the Right guy the
* God i pray that you will give the Right guy the
opptunity and Courage to ask for my hand
from my leader family and myself!*
from my leader family and myself!*
*the season to reap*
i believe this christmas is the period 4 the harvest before 2009
30 souls this year!!!!
( my entire family plus my circle of influence)
*And my God can do exceedingly abundently above all that we could even think or imagine*
before my birthday, i had a revelation that
God will restore my world in 6 days and
And GOD is creating space in my life to contain all he has intended!
-my family.. my friends.. my career..my ministry..my relationship!
I can see God has opened the door waiting 4 me to walk in!!
all these are my hearts prayer since the period in SOT!!
whatever happen in my life is not up to my control
but His will and His plan and that
just need to pray=trust him & "let it happen" !!!
can't wait to step into 2009 a whole new year..
when u delight in the Lordhe'll give you the desires of your heart!
whatever you want in LIFE u need to seize it!
when God created the world he didn't dominate the world for Adam- the Ist created human.
**God has given you the power to create Your destiny!!!*
*sucess belongs to those that seize the day!
in HIs kingdom is only YES and AMEN!
Sucess belongs to those who seize the day!
in HIs kingdom is only YES and AMEN!
Sucess belongs to those who seize the day!
*i'm waiting but time and tide waits 4 no man* ^_^
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