today.. not my day!

Haiz~
After beening sick for a whole week then came back to office feeling so defeated. (which was all so totally so different before Asia Conference where everything is so perfect!)already defeated for last for being so sick. only to discover that i have been throughly hit by my sickness.. my job.. the peoplemy boss was qning me wat happen??
to make it worst my leader also was discipling me lo.. hmmm.


I so sad lo *sob sob* .. can't u feel my heart and my mind is not within my Spirit control already).. i'm so down down down.. can't see the pit!! Hais~ ( i'm lost in the world)

why everything must come out all one shot huh??

HELLO.. ANYBODY CAN ANSWER ME??

afterwhich i went to check my email then foung out that this was the Word of the day..

i think its God's answer to me.>>



December 3James 3
[Through the use of metaphors, James warns us about the tongue. There is nothing good or bad, right or wrong about a tongue; it is simply a few ounces of muscle. But the tongue articulates the contents of the heart. If a flask full of acid is bumped, acid will spill out. If a flask full of water is bumped, only water will spill out. Water will never spill out of a flask of acid, and acid will never spill out of a flask of water. In that sense, the tongue merely reveals the heart. Let the heart be bumped, and the tongue will reveal what is in the heart. In controlling the tongue, you must control the heart. If you want to change the words of the tongue, you must change the condition of the heart. ]

i think its amazing like how God can use the most natural circumstances in life to speak to us.. using people to give you words of encouragement.
sometime when you need help u will fing that no one is there for you* GOd are you calling me to draw nearer to you*

Here's a song by DELUDGE ck out in youtube type > worshipping you!

*love it to the MAX*

i live to worship you..

"Here i am worshipping you..
with all i am
worshipping you
bowing down in spirit and truth
with all i am
worshipping you"

i'm gonna worship 4ever
i'm gonna worship you x 4


in spite of all that happens..
>> God i still want you to know that i love you more than all these things and that i will not let my circumstance influence me.

when your world tumble down- your closest kin may not be there 4 you, your best of friend may not be avail.and things will looks x 10 worst and that people may even add fuel to your problems..

Thank GOd i KNOW U!!

The God i KNOW..

never fails..

never leave me..

always my very present help especially in times of needs..

your Words of comfort never fades..

Heaven and earth will fade away but your words will never fade away.

GOd u said that u will use me to bring your visions to come to pass and that i believe the my victory is already here!

>> now FAITH Is the substance of the things hope for.. proof of the things Unseen!!


*i noe i'm still very precious in your sight and that you love me*


Today i'm leaving all my troubles behind..i'm letting go i'll follow line..i holding on with all of my life~~
Today.. Today...

^_^ *feeling better* ^_^