He wants us and He would like to use us, but God does not need us.
Take away one person, and the work of God is not diminished -- it goes on.When God calls us to a ministry, it is for our benefit. If we are unwilling or impure,
He can get the work done through someone else.
We must realize that everything God asks of us
is ultimately for our benefit -- even serving Him.
"I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry." Psalm 40:1 (NIV)
The journey out of the pit of depression is a process of steps uniquely planned by your Father. He is the Guide for your journey out of the darkness.
1.Wait for God.
In Psalm 40:1"I waited patiently for the LORD."
* I had always thought of waiting as passive and even wasteful. *
waiting is active and can be a powerful spiritual experience.
>>>To wait means to accept the pit
When hard times come, we immediately begin to beg and bargain for rescue - for a way of escape. God loves us too much to waste our pain. It is a shallow love that always rescues easily. It is a depthless love that always rescues quickly.
*weakness and helplessness are an invitation for the power of God to take up residence and display itself in our life! *
"He gives power to the tired and worn out, and strength to the weak."
*God was totally aware of everything that we are feeling. *
Instead of hiding or trying to rationalize the darkness away,
we must be willing to admit that we are struggling with depression.
Pride always hinders authenticity.
Emotional health begins at the point of emotional integrity,
when we can be truthful enough to say to ourselves and to others "I need help!"
*We cannot be right until we choose to be real. *
the
sharing
of the crisis
lessened its grip
on our lives.
*We were created to share our burdens with each other. Isaiah 35:3-4*
"Strengthen those who have tired hands, and encourage those who have weak knees. Say to those who are afraid, 'Be strong, and do not fear, for your God is coming to destroy your enemies. He is coming to save you.'"
We need each other.
* A shared load is a lighter load.*
Transparency brings healing and
Authenticity yields restoration!
2. Talking with Him
Peter 3:12 "For the Lord is watching his children, listening to their prayers." The darkness called forth the most childlike prayer of my life. Day after day, night after night, I poured out the questions I had always been afraid to ask, my deepest fears and greatest pain.
It was the most honest and powerful prayer of my life. I began to fall in love with the One who created me in my mother's womb and set me apart for Himself.
*When you spend time with Him, you will love Him and learn to know the sound of His voice above all others*
Today's Truth Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I made you in your mother's womb, I chose you." (NCV)
Beginnings are very important!
My journey - like yours - began in the heart and mind of God. Before I took even one breath, God wanted, loved and planned me.
You are NO accident!
There have been many times in my life when I doubted my worth and value.
I filled every waking moment with activity -- good things -- thinking that if I did enough good things, I would be good enough. It didn't work.
I can never be good enough to earn the love and favor of God.
The good news is that I don't have to be!
My worth and value rest in the fact that I am chosen by God to be His very own child.
I am loved, wanted and planned by God Himself.
Wow!
God Himself supervised our formation. We were created -- not to be a puppet -- but for an intimate relationship with God.
~Psalm 139:14-16 ~ "I praise you because you MADE me in an amazing and wonderful way. What you have DONEis wonderful. IKNOW this very well. You SAW my bones being formed as I took shape in my mother's body. When I was put together there, you SAW my body as it was formed. All the days planned for me were WRITTEN in your bookbefore I was one day old." (NCV)
Probably there were somw moments in time, i was trying hard to earn the favor and love of God. I worked very hard at being the person I thoughtGod wanted me to be instead of seeking Him to discover whoHe created me to be.
>>God may ask,
"Ginna, who is going to be you if you don't be you?"
I had to stop and think about that statement for a minute, but slowly began to realize wat that means..
DO u think that sometimes we just try so hard to potray the kind of person that the *hard to pls*world(family/bosses/friends) is wanting us to be?
feel beautiful to be the kind of person that you truly are..
"But when I am afraid, I put my trust in you." Psalm 56:3
God really does have a special plan just for me-
i'm so precious and that
my highest act of obedienceis to
seek that plan each and every day ...
HIs love that rescue me... to bring me to His original intention. my ONE desire is to be the person GOD has DESIGN me to be..
this is my diary during 2009 while i was walking in two wilderness- lowest point of my life.. i encounter God who walked with me every single day & embraces me with LOve~! my love story with my saviour~!
The call on gin's life
oct 2008 i was my way back home late at night.. then before i step into my house.. i had a strong intensity to pray outside the corridor... i was looking across my neighbourhood(i stay on 15th floor) then i was looking at... my neighbourhood looking ...across the horizon... God show me that all these people are lost in the world...then a revelation came to me.. i ask myself did JESUS had a choice to die for all of us.. then i was like ya.. he did have a choice..but He chose to die, to suffer, to take the pain & was sorrowful~! then i wondered why did he choose to take the sufferings..then Holy Spirit lift up my eyes on the world and told me that these people need me.. He ask me do i wanna take up the cross to help him carry this burden... then the LOVE of God came upon me.. i could feel like how JESUS felt then... that day God gave me a choice just like he gave JESUS a choice...
i said YES= WELCOME fire + resistance + various trials + tribulations+ persecutions+ testing + "anything"... 2009- I went into 2 wilderness & came out victoriously!!
Ginna Leow 29NOV babe~
Blunt, outrageous, and overly indulgent -way too overwhelming subdued personality. zest for life,will shock you with how they truly think and act! !.
Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful they need to build a loving foundation
now we are not talkin bout becomin a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others infornt of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many
Ginna took What is your ministry calling? quiz and the result isHealth Minister You are called to healing. You hear the cry of broken bodies, broken communities, broken spirits and you want to heal. You know that God did not make the world to be filled with pain and disease. You study the stories of Jesus healing people and bringing the dead to.... life and you long to walk in his footsteps. You are called to heal bodies, spirits, minds, and communities. You may be called to a local church or an entire community. You may be called to a hospital or a non-profit organization. You are called to mend the world.
I'm Ginna Leow and a True Sagittarius 29NOV babe myself~ !
Ginna thinks God create the 29NOV babes with a unique mandate- to be an evangelist...
Piece of me
DESIRE to have great power..BUT what if the it cost ur life??
what is TRUE in the MATRIX dimension are often true in the NATURAL dimension..
i DESIRE to be like the gal holding the SWORD so that i can change my destiny.. i DESIRE to have the POWER... and having said that.. i have already count my cost~! its a journey i have decided to walk thru.. no matter how tedious it is.. how weary it is.. i will never give up..
haha.. sound like going to a battle rite?
in fact YES.. i do feeL that i'm already in a battle...
i feel like a mighty warrior ever ready to be on the offensive side..
cannot afford to fail in this mission impossible~!
with man its impossible.. but with HIM..ALL things are possible>> only to those who DARE to believe~!~!
life is not a bed of roses but its exciting!! " ) * MY LIFE- BORN WITH A PURPOSE* MY only weapon= the WORD>> double-edged SWORD~!
hehe.. it's a Gift.. YOUcan have it too..
PS: Great power= GREAT RESPONSIBILITIES~!
*Ginna took the Five Fold quiz and the result is PROPHETIC You are someone who stirs people up to dream bigger dreams. You encourage and inspire but you shake things up in the house of God. You are ready to change the course and even as you call for the battle you do so in a creative way. You are full of vision, and your sights are set on the throne... Read More.. room. From that perspective you clearly see the way forward and challenge others to follow it. You love to anoint others and regularly lead them in travail. You will challenge others till they see God's will, something that seems to come more naturally to you. People will be drawn to you because you challenge them and you point them to the throne of God and the feet of Jesus. To you, if people only got the intimacy thing right, the Church would be fine!
in HIS Love, the only precious GIN *still DESIRE the power in your life to WIN every battle??
just u & me(silk road- narrow but i'm walking it all the way)
Introducing YOU to >> The GOD i "KNOW"
2MAR09~ LOOK OUT 4 MY BOOK IN STORE BY 2011>>" JUST YOU & ME "
WELL.. - the gods of this age will offer u a set of system to follow to suceed in life~!
BUT GOD told me that i jUst need Him~!
the heart of our faith does not lie in our
ability to go to the Bible and extract principles to live by.
The heart of our faith is in our relationship with a Person.
When we go into culture, we are representing a Person.
We are not representing ourselves, nor are we offering a
system of success.
Success is the by-product.
You cannot help
but become successful when you hang out with a
successful
Person like JESUS~
OurGodREIGNS *___&___* LoVe Diary
[Love has a DESIRE to have fellowship. . He only created you and me so that we could have fellowship with Him. God Himself does not need anything except fellowship. ]
He has a great need to have fellowship with us.
~ OurGodreigns " Just u & me " LOVE Diary~
"let your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven"
Its a love story... so much 4 my Happy Ending~
27feb09~
kong hee rocks 1million % ^ to the power of infinity~!
LOVE~~~~ won my heart *4ever* sing my soul~
23feb09~~~~ my wish!
THINK carefully... ^_^
"GOD IS NOT LOOKING FOR THE MOST TALENTED OR BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.
HE IS LOOKING FOR THE HEARTS THAT ARE HUNGRY 4 HIM"
Good things don't come easy Easy things don't come good!!
THERE'S POWER IN CONFESSION=> WORDS THAT COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH SHAPE YOUR WORLD...
>>BEING SURROUNDED WITH AN ATMOSPHERE OF POSITIVE THOUGHTLIFE & WORDS ARE ESSENTIAL <<
WHAT KIND OF LIFE YOU ARE LOOKING @??
SUCESSFUL?
WEALTHY?
HAPPY?
YOUR MIND DETERMINES THAT!!
WAT U LOOKING @??
while man look at the outward appearance but God looks at the heart...
life is about being the RIGHT person = hardwork! *christ-likeness relationship*
24feb09~~~~
stress>> gd or bad???
The stress response—the body's hormonal reaction to danger, uncertainty or change—evolved to help us survive, and if we learn how to keep it from overrunning our lives, it still can. In the short term,it can energize us,
"reviving up our systems to handle what we have to handle,"
18feb09 Deep 'knowing' of how much it cost ^_^>24FEB09> HERE I AM[HUMBLED]
WHEN YOU CAN'T HOLD ON.. KEEEP HOLDING ON!!! ^_^ ~we'll make it thru(17feb09)
lessons in LIFE...
"MOST OF US DO NOT 'SCULPT' OUR LIVES. WE ACCEPT WHAT COMES OUR WAY... THEN WE GRIPE ABOUT IT."
your life is largely based on the decisions you made yesterday.- how much you WANT to acheive tomorrow?
>>hard work=key to fruitful results!
*we will all individually experience the heights of sucess and the despair of failure. But thru them, the lessons we acquire are TIMELESS treasures that not a single classroom lecture or textbook can easily replace: there is always something to learn from our unique experiences*
key= remain resilient in the ever changing seasons that life brings to us!
EXPERIENCE= OUR GREATEST TEACHER!*let's move on with confidence*
prayer- talking to GOD!
so blessed.. i can't contain it!
GOD i think i'm too lost in love already... with you. and this love keeps me going.. gives me strength/courage/determination to face my day!
love=patient love=kind
love never fails..
with love, your precious Gin.
things happen upon If u step out in FAITH!
Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I made you in your mother's womb, I chose you."
Beginnings are very important!
My journey - like YOURS - began in the heart and mind of God.
Before I took even one breath, God wanted, loved and planned me.
You are NO accident!
(here have been many times in my life when I doubted my worth and value. I filled every waking moment with activity -- good things -- thinking that if I did enough good things, I would be good enough. It didn't work.)
I can never be good enough to earn the love and favor of God.
The good news is that I don't have to be!My worth and value rest in the fact that
I am chosen by God to be His very own child.
I am loved, wanted and planned by God Himself.Wow!God Himself supervised our formation. We were created -- not to be a puppet -- but for an intimate relationship with God. i've my choice.. wat bout u?
love = out of control..(freewill)
God is in control but He also gave us choices in life..
He treats us as His children but not robots. He can only have control of our life if only we let Him.He set clear path in front of us (Deuteronomy 30 :19) so we are the one who choose the life we wanna.
The consequences or fruits of our choices we have to face it. and most of the time it affects more then individual alone and sometime a generation of ppl.
the beauty of having one having child-like innocence ...
CULTIVATE the HABIT immediate attention 2 SMALL DETAILS
Has it ever occur to you why people fail in life sometimes??
Most of our failures come with thesmall things.
It rarely occurs to us that the challenge of the moment is to demonstrate ourselves faithful at that point. ********************************************** you need to be faithful in the little things!! ********************************************** Then -- and only then -- will we be trusted in the greater things the market place! ************************************************* >>>YOU WILL NEVER FAIL IN THE BIG THINGS OF LIFE **************************************************
make sense?? agree??
YES!!
~2008 SCH OF THEOLOGY ~
TODAY(4feb09).. I hear.. you got me~ living in a different LIGHT~
GOD loves..
Awesome God!
********************************* OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD HE REIGNS FROM HEAVEN ABOVE WITH WISDOM,POWER & LOVE. OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!! *********************************
WHAT DO U SEEK... (FOCUS)
what ever things that u BUILD UR LIFE upon is your god. etc(education, career, relationship,family,friends)
ARE THEY THE SOURCE OF YOUR HAPPINESS..
FACTS OF LIFE>>*they don't last 4ever here on earth- sometimes LIFE fails you*
And the matter of the fact is that, there is ONLY ONE GOD!
********************* PS: ITS NOT WRONG TO PURSUE ALL THESE THINGS! *********************
BUT!!!
>>THE FOUNDATION of your life MUST be BUILD UPON GOD otherwise.. WHEN YOU GET HIT BY THINGS OF LIFE... YOU LOSE YOUR STRENGTH TO CARRY ON IN LIFE... DANGER: Life fails when you fail in life.. whatevEr that is not build upon Him will eventually fade away...
*Heaven and earth will pass away but my words will never pass away*
*Seek ye 1st the KINGDOM OF GOD and ALL THESE THINGS shall be ADDED to YOU!* seek=> FOCUS ON IT! Ginna: at my lowest point of life(NOW) i realised that all these things that i could SEE or BEHOLD come and go... when i build my happiness upon it then my life gets dictates by it... how sad my life was JOB: to trust in building a career when it topples- for a moment i thought i lost my security. In RELATIONSHIPS: when i broke up with my ex i thought that was the end of the world FAMILY: when i was young my "loved ones" had no time to spend with me thus i was on my own and no one to turn to seek counsel to share problems. FRENZ: let's face it.. they can be there and not reali there..when in good times i ENJOYED their companies could go out have fun and enjoy and " get crazy" over having fun!
EDUCATION: well, dint manage to pursue my studies after my o'levels. many times.. i do feel put down upon being compared with my peers or friends from outside..
*my life is not born of incidence, same goes 4 the events of my life! i realised y i have to go thru all that i've been thru...*
NOw i ask : YOUwho is reading my life.. are u TRUELY happi??
yes?
no?
why??
$: well, i was slogging my life to earn all the money here on earth to go shopping enjoy "comfort of life" when i had none, i thought 4 a moment i thought i had lost my VALUE... (been there..done that.. ALL my life- bitter sweet or sour i've been thru , i've the world to share with YOU this..do a part of you in some way or another see a PART of YOU similar to my life?) >>>>>>>> TIME TO GET A LIFE- true happiness... your life is beautiful.. so are you.. "wonderfully made in His image 4 a great PURPOSE" YOUR PURPOSE IS CONSTANTLY CALLING OUT TO YOU... WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU HERE?? $$/FAME/POWER/GLORY...?? I'M HAPPY NOW IN MY LIFE COS I KNOW THAT I AM NOT BUILT UPON ALL THESE... EVEN AT MY LOWEST POINT OF LIFE CURRENTLY I'M HAPPY ( & Know what i'm made of )COS MY GOD LOVES ME EVEN WHEN I HAD NONE OF THESE..
jesus loves= sacrifices
he died 4 YOU on the cross 2000 yrs ago & shed His blood!
He wanna give YOU a life of eternal happiness..
"for God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that whoevers believes in HIm shall not perish but have everlasting life"
>> the world would fail YOU but our GOD won't<<
LOVE never fails...
OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!!!!!
*receive His love TODAY!!* ^_^
my heart lead me to my joy~[幸福的地图]
LOVe~ a CHOICE CENTRE @ the WILL~
Lyrics
没原因 就是喜欢你 在初次相遇 有重逢的心情 深呼吸 让心动隐形 完美的爱情 是无声的旋律
听 我听你 不确定的语气 等 我等你 放下你的犹豫 嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛 我会明白 你做的决定
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你 祝福不用回音
没原因 就是喜欢你 就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情 你前进 看着你背影 就足够世界 无条件 的放晴
你 如果已 爱上他的姓名 爱 如果已 没有我的空隙 嘿 只要你 可以永远开心 我会情愿 渐渐被忘记
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你 把祝福送给你
Oh~ I believe Cause I believe 那幸福不灭的定律 你的手心 不一定要由我握紧 就像恒星 总会有发光的原因
Gin is wonderfully & beautifully created in God's image, specially designed 4 HIs purpose.. i can't believe that i'm so uniquely made.. [I'M AMAZINGLY 1 & ONLY ME!]
HE is my only SOURCE.
"seek ye 1st the kingdom of GOD"
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