He wants us and He would like to use us, but God does not need us.
Take away one person, and the work of God is not diminished -- it goes on.When God calls us to a ministry, it is for our benefit. If we are unwilling or impure,
He can get the work done through someone else.
We must realize that everything God asks of us
is ultimately for our benefit -- even serving Him.
"I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry." Psalm 40:1 (NIV)
The journey out of the pit of depression is a process of steps uniquely planned by your Father. He is the Guide for your journey out of the darkness.
1.Wait for God.
In Psalm 40:1"I waited patiently for the LORD."
* I had always thought of waiting as passive and even wasteful. *
waiting is active and can be a powerful spiritual experience.
>>>To wait means to accept the pit
When hard times come, we immediately begin to beg and bargain for rescue - for a way of escape. God loves us too much to waste our pain. It is a shallow love that always rescues easily. It is a depthless love that always rescues quickly.
*weakness and helplessness are an invitation for the power of God to take up residence and display itself in our life! *
"He gives power to the tired and worn out, and strength to the weak."
*God was totally aware of everything that we are feeling. *
Instead of hiding or trying to rationalize the darkness away,
we must be willing to admit that we are struggling with depression.
Pride always hinders authenticity.
Emotional health begins at the point of emotional integrity,
when we can be truthful enough to say to ourselves and to others "I need help!"
*We cannot be right until we choose to be real. *
the
sharing
of the crisis
lessened its grip
on our lives.
*We were created to share our burdens with each other. Isaiah 35:3-4*
"Strengthen those who have tired hands, and encourage those who have weak knees. Say to those who are afraid, 'Be strong, and do not fear, for your God is coming to destroy your enemies. He is coming to save you.'"
We need each other.
* A shared load is a lighter load.*
Transparency brings healing and
Authenticity yields restoration!
2. Talking with Him
Peter 3:12 "For the Lord is watching his children, listening to their prayers." The darkness called forth the most childlike prayer of my life. Day after day, night after night, I poured out the questions I had always been afraid to ask, my deepest fears and greatest pain.
It was the most honest and powerful prayer of my life. I began to fall in love with the One who created me in my mother's womb and set me apart for Himself.
*When you spend time with Him, you will love Him and learn to know the sound of His voice above all others*
Today's Truth Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I made you in your mother's womb, I chose you." (NCV)
Beginnings are very important!
My journey - like yours - began in the heart and mind of God. Before I took even one breath, God wanted, loved and planned me.
You are NO accident!
There have been many times in my life when I doubted my worth and value.
I filled every waking moment with activity -- good things -- thinking that if I did enough good things, I would be good enough. It didn't work.
I can never be good enough to earn the love and favor of God.
The good news is that I don't have to be!
My worth and value rest in the fact that I am chosen by God to be His very own child.
I am loved, wanted and planned by God Himself.
Wow!
God Himself supervised our formation. We were created -- not to be a puppet -- but for an intimate relationship with God.
~Psalm 139:14-16 ~ "I praise you because you MADE me in an amazing and wonderful way. What you have DONEis wonderful. IKNOW this very well. You SAW my bones being formed as I took shape in my mother's body. When I was put together there, you SAW my body as it was formed. All the days planned for me were WRITTEN in your bookbefore I was one day old." (NCV)
Probably there were somw moments in time, i was trying hard to earn the favor and love of God. I worked very hard at being the person I thoughtGod wanted me to be instead of seeking Him to discover whoHe created me to be.
>>God may ask,
"Ginna, who is going to be you if you don't be you?"
I had to stop and think about that statement for a minute, but slowly began to realize wat that means..
DO u think that sometimes we just try so hard to potray the kind of person that the *hard to pls*world(family/bosses/friends) is wanting us to be?
feel beautiful to be the kind of person that you truly are..
"But when I am afraid, I put my trust in you." Psalm 56:3
God really does have a special plan just for me-
i'm so precious and that
my highest act of obedienceis to
seek that plan each and every day ...
HIs love that rescue me... to bring me to His original intention. my ONE desire is to be the person GOD has DESIGN me to be..
I must comment that i reali like all the songs from HILLSONGS
Hope YOU do.. Enjoyz ^_^
-There is none like you-
More than life
To the ends of the earth*my fav*
ALL DAY
All i need is you
with all i am
Take all of me
I almost 4got the presence of all these songs till i got to hear it recently... *nice and lovely songs that touched my heart and soul whenever i hear them!* *Loved it to the max*
MIGHTY TO SAVE
I know that leadind upon His strength is indeed amazing.. knowing that all the love you need is from Him.. and that thinking about Him is just so refreshing.. Thank God for the Love that He has showered unto man and love us the way we are.. his unconditional (agape)love...
Here is my life*love this song very much.. reminds me the days in SOT'08.. *
Need COURAGE.. FAITH>> HOPE>> PEACE.. HE gives you all the FREEDOM. ALL the JOY... LOVE- that NONE can offers and this love ONLY provides you with the best and nothing but the BEST!
So in love with thee..
I'm so thankful that i found you, here in my life! Amen! ^_^
......................................................................................................................................................................... joel osteen ministries http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/joel_osteen_ministries/
~Sometime bad things happen is actually a sign of saying one is moving in the wrong direction..The best thing to do next is stop being stubborn n turn back..His love is sufficient enough to heal e heart that was broken, bring in peace n strength for one to move on the right track.. I strongly believe all things will work out great for those who love n trust in Him~!
and all these emotions is prob telling u to get direction thru His WORD
4 jesus,"curds and honey He shall eat, tat He may know how to refuse the evil aand CHOOSE GOOD! honey= sweetness of His word curd=oil of the milk! while we worry about how fast we grow, God is concerned about how strong we grow, God view our lives from and 4 eternity, so he is never in a hurry! the gifts and callind of God are irrevocable! everything is life is ald ordained by GOd.. dun choose ur own way!! at my darkest moments.. when i really seek 4 my purpose
We, as Christians, are to do the same. We are to take ourselves out of the physical world, into the spiritual world, and operate according to its values, truths, and realities. "If then you were raised with Christ, seek those things which are above. . .
. Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth" (vv. 1-2).
we are so busy that we have no time to pray to the lord, We just say, "Father, I am so busy because of Your work that I have no time to talk with you." God is grieved at these kinds of situations. (You must take the time to pray to the Lord, even though you neglect the work of God. It is essential that you first serve God in prayer.)
Love has a desire to have fellowship.
He only created you and me so that we could have fellowship with Him. God Himself does not need anything except fellowship. He has a great need to have fellowship with us. Jacob's dream -- in which he sees the angels ascending and descending the ladder to heaven -- seems to be a turning point in his life. It appears to be the point at which he receives a personal relationship with the Lord.
So, too, we must have a personal relationship with God through Jesus, His Son, and our Savior, before we can experience the work of God in us and through us.
Joseph was faithful over small things, so God was able to set him over large things. Most of our failures come with the small things. It rarely occurs to us that the challenge of the moment is to demonstrate ourselves faithful at that point. Then -- and only then -- will we be trusted in the greater things.
Faithfulness in praise is a part of our privilege as servants of God.
First of all.. i reali Thank God that i got to know you. you have been so sweet to me.. i can't find any others who is as devoted to me as what your actions has displayed. Trust me, i reali appreaciate you for all that you have done.. showing me the love and concern and every other matters..
truly I do not doubt that feelings that you have for me. You are a very nice guy that i thought every gal would wanna be with you... so fun so crappy.. and childish(ooops ")the way you do things.. you have a mind of your own. reali enjoyed the times that we spent with the rest of the guys around our neighbourhood.
By now u should know that I'm a gal who is straightford, i speaks my mind about anything that i feel,
whether i'm happy.. sad.. angry.. offended.. i won't hide(cos i displayed out naturally)
That's me!
The way i am.. the way i get along with everyone is the same.. sometimes might be too friendly.. or too neglecting(if there's no click) i must also admit that though i am strong headed.. i'm rather emotional*can't help it* the fact is that.. The ratio i would say is bout 8/10.(you can check out the statices)
though i know that you are a believer and no doubt you reali love God.. God had also gave you a desire to come City harvest Church. ( However due to your work commitment you are unable to commit to church)also we did a great job to influence the rest of your other friends. Its also your desire to see them getting save. Which is awesome.. ( that's the primary reason why we got to know each other.. amen?)
What i wanna tell you is that i'm can be very D(insistent) of the things that i want. therefore many a times i did tell you that the kind of guy i'm looking for must flow along with visions and dreams and also embrace the same teachings that i've have been taught. knowing that you still love God despite not being able to church for two years. i'm glad tat you also fell in love with my church ya.. but like i told you.. putting God aside.. job aside..
what my heart wants is a guy whom can be more spiritual than me.. *rooted in the church* so tat i can move up the spiritual ladder.. *keep my relationship strong!*
A healthy relationship=GOD must be RIGHT in the CENTER!
i'm so sorry that i can't allow this relationship to go further then this.. cos my cell leader also hope that its important that i should get a guy that could be rooted in church.. otherwise it would be unequally yoke. (you are who you mix around ya thru fellowship) that wat God says.. and there's only one kind of teaching.. we practice accountability.. tithing and offering.. quality quiet time with God. all these are essential to follow for ALL believers to grow spiritually.
and its a everyday process..
since we can't eye to eye in this aspect.. i thought that its also meaniless to discusse further.. or even talk about everlasting love.however and if we dun click then things might get very hard.. if this relationship is reali GOD given then what will happen WILL eventually HAPPEN!!
i think you reali need to TRUST GOD= having FAITH on that.. no doubt that i was reali touched by all your deeds but after pondering about it.. i thought its not reali true love. i was merely touched.. i understand that i have alot of male friends i get in touch with perharps that made you reali insecure... i like to be who i am that God has created me to be.. bubbly funloving.. outgoing.. the list goes on and on..
i onli thing that i reali thought we are incompatiable is that we are both pursuing differnt things.. you are career orientated. and i'm just God oreintated.
so that's why i need a guy who is Godly enough to lead me and guide me along.
therefore.. if like wat u said that GOD has sent His blessings for us to be together then no matter wat happens i believe that TIME proves everything.. if things were meant to be.. it WILL fall in place.. when the TIME is right.. Holy Spirit will put all things together.. our job is not to work but to pray and believe= "let things happens!" and the truth is
God has not given us a spirit of fear but of POWER & of LOVE & of a sound mind (2 timothy 1:7)
You KNOW that God loves you.. but when you seek ye first the kingdom of God.. watever you desires it shall be given to you! you dun even have to do anything (etc sending me home.. ..)
Learn to relax.. and things probably would work out better..
FEAR >> impatatient, mean, jealouse, boastful, proud, rude, self seeking, and easily angered! it keeps a record of wrong. it never protects, trusts, hopes or perseveres.
FEAR is the opposite of LOVE!
love and fear both operatefrom BELIEF in the unseen.
love challenges us to doubt what we see and believe what we cannot!
FEAR urges us to believe wat is seen while doubting the unseen.
FEAR DISPLACES LOVE AND LOVE CAST OUT FEAR!
>>If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."<< maybe you can't understand why things somehow dun work out the way you WANT! but GOD has everything in control ya.. one thing every believers must understand that WHEN WE ARE IN CONTROL.. GOD CAN'T BE IN CONTROL...
let go and let God handle..
i still cherish you as a friend.. and wanna keep this FRIENDSHIP..if you say that you reali do love me the way i am... if you can respect my decision then lets keep things as the way it is for now..
my revelation(26jan09) pure friendship =w/o the intimacy element..
status i guess its not all that impt ya.. cos end of the day.. i think its all about the connection that matters..
love is a form of spiritual connection= being together...
being together or not together with the one u love (physically) is not that impt! as long as spiritually is connected and know that both "KNOWS" that there's a place in both hearts...
(Romans 12:1-2) like wat paul says: 1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,
but i hope you can UNDERSTAND howi feel about this matter..
faith is the substance of the things hoped for.. proof of the things unseen. if u think that God can't give you the breakthru to attend church.. to receive disciplship.. to put to make you the kind of person he wanted you to be..
then.. he can't.. cos the Holy Spirit is limitted by ur unbelief.
anyway that aside.. somehow i feel.. maybe.. you not the right guy? at that's how i feel 4 now.. PS: do not get me wrong when i said you are more career minded.. its not wrong..
but we get the sequence right! (Singles) 1. GOD (seek ye 1st) 2. JOB (faithful in the earthly ministry) 3.MINISTRY (help Him to rule His kingdom) 4.RELATIONSHIP (God bless adam with a helper; its not good for man to be alone!)
so if u wanna know if the timing is right then its time to check if you got your pirorities right~! in any case.. we dun displace GOD. He must be right in the centre of wat u do. our foundation is build >> on Christ Jesus! if you build on anything on your own strength, ultimately.. it will fall.. cos the foundation is not rite..
God wanna raise up a generation of youth to be bold/courageous/ fearless. so its okay to be who we are in christ as long as we know that we glorifies God ultimately!
i urged you to pray for your breakthru(not 4 anyone's sake) for 4 your spiritual life sake.
Bible says: so what if you gain the whole world and yet losses your own soul? *God will not give you a job that has no time to serve Him!*
man is limitted BUT GOD is unlimitted.. when you live by the world method then you can only stay in the natural realm... however when you excercise your faith= unseen evidence. you are releasing GOD's supernatural power ya..Then it will be GOd will fight 4 you and turn things round for your benefit!
justin.. you must believe that YOUR faith is bigger than God's no!
i have faith that God will bless you with a job that you can serve him and yet not be shortchange..
you must take the ACTIVE part on YOUR side to excercise YOUR faith..
BREAKTHRU= Faith+ prayer+ ACTION!!!
Faith without works is dead.. Faith is a gift..(from God) Faith is simply strong convivtion in YOUR heart.. that you know and you know..
when you put him 1st He WILL NOT shortchange you!
the problem is.. Do u have FAITH to believe that God can do exceedingly abundently above all that you could even think or even imagine??
Trust me!! HE can. (it takes 2 hands to clap) God moves when we move..
i can see you doing great and almighty works.. 4 GOd!! not because of the gifts and talents butHe who is in us is greater then he who is in the world!
"Not by might nor by power but by my spirit"
pardon me if what i have spoken could be very blunt and have dissapointed/hurt you in anyway*which is not my intention at all*...
out of the abundence of my heart speaks!
and i hope its not too late to say all these..
(hope you enjoy this.. ur fav worship song* and the chinese version- as wat i promised you to find* can be located too after u view this video.. enjoys )
Our SOURCE comes from God>> JESUS- *name ABOVE all names* and HIS precious blood has the POWER to redeem and restore-*bring everything back to its original purpose* and heal.. and that when we love HIM with all our heart soul and mind..
like wat the song sings..
"my eyes set on you(GOD) in this race that i run, no longer my ways, let YOUR will be done, make me a servant my heart ever true, clinging to the cross, i follow you, i follow you."
Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight."
ps: Obedience is an active choice to do what God wants us to do. Obedience is not just an outward motion -- it is also an inward attitude -- In HIS Almighty name, Ginna(jolin)
"Don't be deceived, my dear brothers (and sisters). Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows"
James 1:16, 17 (NIV).
Adam and Eve lived in a perfect world. All their needs were cared for. They had perfect communion with God and each other. They were "naked and unashamed."
The only restriction placed on them was that they were not to eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil located in the middle of the Garden.
God warned them, "If you eat of it, you will surely die."
As they basked in the light of God's love, darkness slithered into the Garden with his plan to kill, steal and destroy the image bearers. And how did he do it?
He did it with the most powerful weapon of all...
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>>>lies.
"Now the serpent..." The great deceiver clothed himself as a serpent and slithered up to Eve with a game plan to destroy God's prized possession. He didn't come with a sword, or gun, or even a knife for his attack. He simply wielded lies. The serpent knew Adam and Eve would not buy into a radical flamboyant denial of God, so he slithered into the garden with a twist and a turn of the truth. He began by causing Eve to doubt... "Did God really say you must not eat from any tree in the garden?" (Genesis 3:1).
Satan knew exactly what God had said. He was simply trying to confuse Eve. Perhaps he was evaluating just how well she knew the truth. He found out. "We may eat fruit from the tress in the garden," Eve replied, "but God did say, 'You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die'" (Genesis 3:3).
Bingo. She didn't know the truth that well after all. God never mentioned not touching the fruit. That seems like a pretty good idea, but it was not what God said. Second he denied God and lied about the consequences of disobedience. Satan said, "You will not surely die" (3:4). He didn't even try to disguise the deception. He told a flat-out lie. Finally, he told her she could be like God:
"For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil" (Genesis 3:5).
In other words, "God doesn't know what He's talking about.
He's holding out on you.
You don't need Him.
You can be your own god."
Eve rejected the truth and believed the lie. She believed that she could be like God ... in control of her own life. "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her" (Genesis 3:6).
the temptation settled in her soul and fermented into shame and condemnation. Her husband, who chose the woman over God, also felt the sickening rot of sin settle in his very soul. Suddenly shame and fear entered the world,
and Adam and Eve hid from God like wayward children.
All temptation is an attempt to get us to live our lives independent of God.
Satan is not very creative, but he is very effective.
And he has been lying to us ever since.
Why?
Because it works. Every one of his lies springs from the idea that happiness is just a decision away. Satan wants you to believe God is holding out on you
Think about it.
Eve had at her disposal every tree in the garden except one.
Every one!
she bought the lie that the one thing she couldn't have was the one thing that would make her happy. I would be happy if... Is any of this sounding familiar to you? It should. Satan uses the same tactics with us that he used with Eve.
Eve believed the enemy's lie over God's truth. His plan worked. But what the serpent did not know was that God's amazing plan of forgiveness and grace was about to unfold. Satan did not win the battle for man's soul in the garden.
Jesus Christ won the war on Calvary's Cross.
He made a way for all mankind to regain all that Adam and Eve had lost.
Broken Mirrors
How did this happen? Where do the lies come from? Why is it so easy to believe the lies about who we are rather than the truth? What is the truth? We will look at all these questions and many more throughout our time together. But I will tell you this—it all began in the Garden.
After the sixth day of creation, when God looked at all He made, He said, “It is good.” But something went terribly wrong. The enemy crept into God’s perfect world and deceived His image bearers with lies.
And while God’s redemptive plan has restored what the serpent destroyed, the enemy continues to tell us lies even today.
He(devil) tells us that we are worthless, powerless failures who are not good enough, smart enough, or competent enough to succeed. And it is NOT the truth!
We can speak life to ourselves and we can speak death to ourselves.
Our minds think about 130 words per minute and our mouths
(women) speak about 25,000 words in a day.
Saying, I’m so stupid, I’m such an idiot, or
I’m never going to be good enough, can create habitual destructive thought patterns that can paralyze a person into inactivity.
"Negative self-perceptions repeated over time will brand themselves into our minds and eventually become our reality. "
>>If you repeat a misbelief or lie enough times, you begin to believe it. Nobody loves me, I don’t have any friends, or I’m so ugly becomes your reality…even though it’s a false reality!!!
Each time we speak a lie about ourselves, the more we become bound to it.
“For as he thinks within himself, so he is” (Proverbs 23:7 nasb).
God’s Mirror
When we look into God’s mirror, His incredible love letter to us we call the Bible, we discover the truth. God does love you (Colossians3:12).
You have an entire cloud of witnesses cheering for you (Hebrews12:1).
Youare God’s masterpiece…a work of beautiful art (Ephesians2:10). You are good enough because Christ lives in you (John 14:20). You are a chosen, holy, dearly lovedchild of God.
That’s the truth.
Let’s get out of the house of mirrors and start seeing ourselves as God sees us. In one of John’s letters, he wrote,
“I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth” (3 John 4).
God has no greater joy When we are walking in the truth, the lies are exposed. We can recognize the lie, reject the lie, and replace the lie with truth.
Then, and only then, can we be all that God has created us to be and do all that God has created us to do. We can experience the abundant life He planned all along.
I believe that God has great plans for all of us— His Word promises that He does.
“No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him” (1 Corinthians 2:9).
But many of us are
not experiencingthe abundant life >>
because wedon’t know who we are!!
We have believed the lies that we are unloved, unworthy, and unforgivable.
We have been looking in distorted mirrors far too long.
God wants us to look into the only true mirror that will tell us exactly who we are, what we have, and where we are as a child of God—His Word.
It is time to start believing the truth. It is time to hear God say,
“You are My child, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.”
Are you ready to walk out of the house of mirrors once and for all? Are you ready to begin seeing yourself as God sees you? Are you ready to begin living the abundant life that God planned all along?
Hi My Beloved Mighty 20! Just to say: 2009 shall be the best year yet for your life as you continue to put Him first and dream big! Matthew 6:33 and Ephesians 3:20. Continue to shine for Jesus! God loves you and Lena loves you too.
-lena ling-
E332 &S39
And God said, "See, I have given you every herb that yields seed which is on the face of all the earth, and every tree whose fruit yields seed; to you it shall be for food. 30 Also, to every beast of the earth, to every bird of the air, and to everything that creeps on the earth, in which there is life, I have given every green herb for food"; and it was so.
Father God, thank You for all that You have done in my life this year.
There are so many times during the past year when I would not have made it through the day without Your power and presence. Help me to apply the lessons of 2008 in this New Year so that I will grow and become more likeYou, leading others to seek and know You.
I love You, Father, and praise You for all that You have in store for me in 2009.
May my life be a trophy of Your grace, mercy and love.
a moment like this..
I thank God for 2008
The(one and only) most memorable year .. where i took a leap of faith and went into SOT 2008 and get to know a bunch of funky people.. I love you guys lots and i know that God did not send u in vain cos u have been showering me with immense love joy and brought my spiritual understanging to another level.. miss the fellowship..
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28 (NIV)
"This is the day that the Lord has made.. and i will rejoice in it!!"
Set aside a few hours this week to review 2008.
1.What lessons have you learned? How did you learn them?
*dun waste time! time is precious!
2.What new truths has God given you? How are you applying those truths in your daily life?
*its alright to make mistakes, but be quick to reconized it!*
dun fall back into the same trap.
the devil will always lure you into it(past mistakes)...
3.What new perspective has God given you this year?
*do not acheive the materials things out of SELFISH gain.
my dreams and visions- let the movivation flows out as a worship to GOD so that the utimate goal = >>give Him the highest glory and praise!
In what way will that perspective >>change habits and behaviors inyour life during 2009?
*DO NOT BE LAZY ANYMORE*
WAKE UP EARLY=SLEEP EARLY(1AM? Hee..)
praise Him early in the morning!
in the afternoon!
in the evening!
before zzzZZ!
every moment i live!
4.Make a step-by-step plan for implementing a daily quiet time alone with God.
Choose the place, gather your materials and select the time of day when you will most likely have a few minutes of uninterrupted time.
5.When you fail, begin again. God will honor your commitment. (James 2:23).
*i pray i will procrastinate NO MORE!*
"Faith is central to the Christian experience.
In fact,
without faith= no Christian experience."
Why is faith so important?
Because we cannotmake ourselves righteous --
any more than a cracked window can make itself uncracked.
truth=>We have sinned and only GOD can make us righteous.
Faith(believe) then is the only thing we can do -- and even our
FAITH is a gracious gift of God!
God tests our faith
to strengthen and increase our faith for the future.
The concept of testing includes 1.refining or purifying.
It is the process of refining gold to purify it and to increase its value.
The purpose of testing is to 2.yield spiritual maturity. We see from Abraham's life
that *God tests us for our good.* We, then, can trust Him, even during times of testing.
Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me; You will stretch out Your handAgainst the wrath of my enemies, And Your right hand will save me(Psalm 138:7).
~welcome 2009 with open arms!!! ~
cheers, jolin(Ginna)
*special tks to Adrian-my cell leader who made my SOT 2008 possible*
Those little words of discontentment are the very words that
Satan uses to draw us into his deceitful traps.
>>All these thoughts take our FOCUS away from the BLESSINGS that we ALREADY have!!
GUESS WAT??
THIS IS nothing new.
ITS THE same old story
that began in the Garden of Eden
with the SAME antagonist deceiving the leading lady.
But I'm getting ahead of myself.
Let's start at the very beginning.
Five days after time began,
the Creator of the Universe gazed at all He had made and was not completely satisfied. Yes, as the sun set on each of the first five days on God's kingdom calendar, He said,
"It is good."
But there was something missing.
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...
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Something more.
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...
Someone more.
The curtain rose. Everything had to be perfect for God's grand finale. The angels gathered round as God announced the final scene on the grand drama of
"In the Beginning."
God began with an announcement...
"Let us make man in Our own image."
This being will be different from all the rest.
With body, soul, and spirit,
man WILL enter into a
relationship
with the Creatoron a
personal
and
intimate
level...
So God knelt on the ground and gathered a handful of dirt. He spat on the dust and began forming the most magnificent creation to date. With His very fingertips, God fashioned man's inward parts: capillaries, nerve endings, brain cells, hair follicles, eyelashes, taste buds. Meticulously and deliberately, the Artist created a masterpiece of divine design. And as the lifeless form lay before the celestial audience,
God placed His mouth upon the nostrils of man and breathed life into his waiting lungs.
A collective gasp ran through the crowd as man's lungs
filled with holy oxygen and he took his first breath.
As if God flipped the breaker switch of life,
man's heart began beating,
the lungs began expanding,
and the eyes began fluttering open to see.
And the curtain began to fall on this,
the sixth day of creation.
[31 Then God saw everything that He had made, and indeed it was very good.
So the evening and the morning were the sixth day. ]
Wait!"
the Creator cried.
"My work is not done.
It is not good for man to be alone!
I will create a helper suitable for him.
A companion like him, but yet, oh so different." So, mid-air, the curtain rises to expose the day,
and God -- the Us, the Three-In-One, began to fashion the grand finale...woman.
Can't you just see it now?
Can't you sense the excitement of the angels as they hovered low?
From the very beginning of time,
man was set apart.
He was uniquely designed for a specific purpose
as God's image bearer
to rule the earth...
26 Then God said,
"Let Us make man in Our image,
according to Our likeness;
let them have dominion over the fish of the sea,
over the birds of the air, and over the cattle,
over all F the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth."
27 So God created man in His own image;
in the image of God He created him;
male and female He created them.
28 Then God blessed them, and God said to them,
"Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the earth."
In the beginning, God!
That is the way it is throughout the Bible.
"Every knee [1] bow . . .
every tongue [1] confess that Jesus Christ is Lord"
this is my diary during 2009 while i was walking in two wilderness- lowest point of my life.. i encounter God who walked with me every single day & embraces me with LOve~! my love story with my saviour~!
The call on gin's life
oct 2008 i was my way back home late at night.. then before i step into my house.. i had a strong intensity to pray outside the corridor... i was looking across my neighbourhood(i stay on 15th floor) then i was looking at... my neighbourhood looking ...across the horizon... God show me that all these people are lost in the world...then a revelation came to me.. i ask myself did JESUS had a choice to die for all of us.. then i was like ya.. he did have a choice..but He chose to die, to suffer, to take the pain & was sorrowful~! then i wondered why did he choose to take the sufferings..then Holy Spirit lift up my eyes on the world and told me that these people need me.. He ask me do i wanna take up the cross to help him carry this burden... then the LOVE of God came upon me.. i could feel like how JESUS felt then... that day God gave me a choice just like he gave JESUS a choice...
i said YES= WELCOME fire + resistance + various trials + tribulations+ persecutions+ testing + "anything"... 2009- I went into 2 wilderness & came out victoriously!!
Ginna Leow 29NOV babe~
Blunt, outrageous, and overly indulgent -way too overwhelming subdued personality. zest for life,will shock you with how they truly think and act! !.
Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful they need to build a loving foundation
now we are not talkin bout becomin a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others infornt of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many
Ginna took What is your ministry calling? quiz and the result isHealth Minister You are called to healing. You hear the cry of broken bodies, broken communities, broken spirits and you want to heal. You know that God did not make the world to be filled with pain and disease. You study the stories of Jesus healing people and bringing the dead to.... life and you long to walk in his footsteps. You are called to heal bodies, spirits, minds, and communities. You may be called to a local church or an entire community. You may be called to a hospital or a non-profit organization. You are called to mend the world.
I'm Ginna Leow and a True Sagittarius 29NOV babe myself~ !
Ginna thinks God create the 29NOV babes with a unique mandate- to be an evangelist...
Piece of me
DESIRE to have great power..BUT what if the it cost ur life??
what is TRUE in the MATRIX dimension are often true in the NATURAL dimension..
i DESIRE to be like the gal holding the SWORD so that i can change my destiny.. i DESIRE to have the POWER... and having said that.. i have already count my cost~! its a journey i have decided to walk thru.. no matter how tedious it is.. how weary it is.. i will never give up..
haha.. sound like going to a battle rite?
in fact YES.. i do feeL that i'm already in a battle...
i feel like a mighty warrior ever ready to be on the offensive side..
cannot afford to fail in this mission impossible~!
with man its impossible.. but with HIM..ALL things are possible>> only to those who DARE to believe~!~!
life is not a bed of roses but its exciting!! " ) * MY LIFE- BORN WITH A PURPOSE* MY only weapon= the WORD>> double-edged SWORD~!
hehe.. it's a Gift.. YOUcan have it too..
PS: Great power= GREAT RESPONSIBILITIES~!
*Ginna took the Five Fold quiz and the result is PROPHETIC You are someone who stirs people up to dream bigger dreams. You encourage and inspire but you shake things up in the house of God. You are ready to change the course and even as you call for the battle you do so in a creative way. You are full of vision, and your sights are set on the throne... Read More.. room. From that perspective you clearly see the way forward and challenge others to follow it. You love to anoint others and regularly lead them in travail. You will challenge others till they see God's will, something that seems to come more naturally to you. People will be drawn to you because you challenge them and you point them to the throne of God and the feet of Jesus. To you, if people only got the intimacy thing right, the Church would be fine!
in HIS Love, the only precious GIN *still DESIRE the power in your life to WIN every battle??
just u & me(silk road- narrow but i'm walking it all the way)
Introducing YOU to >> The GOD i "KNOW"
2MAR09~ LOOK OUT 4 MY BOOK IN STORE BY 2011>>" JUST YOU & ME "
WELL.. - the gods of this age will offer u a set of system to follow to suceed in life~!
BUT GOD told me that i jUst need Him~!
the heart of our faith does not lie in our
ability to go to the Bible and extract principles to live by.
The heart of our faith is in our relationship with a Person.
When we go into culture, we are representing a Person.
We are not representing ourselves, nor are we offering a
system of success.
Success is the by-product.
You cannot help
but become successful when you hang out with a
successful
Person like JESUS~
OurGodREIGNS *___&___* LoVe Diary
[Love has a DESIRE to have fellowship. . He only created you and me so that we could have fellowship with Him. God Himself does not need anything except fellowship. ]
He has a great need to have fellowship with us.
~ OurGodreigns " Just u & me " LOVE Diary~
"let your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven"
Its a love story... so much 4 my Happy Ending~
27feb09~
kong hee rocks 1million % ^ to the power of infinity~!
LOVE~~~~ won my heart *4ever* sing my soul~
23feb09~~~~ my wish!
THINK carefully... ^_^
"GOD IS NOT LOOKING FOR THE MOST TALENTED OR BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.
HE IS LOOKING FOR THE HEARTS THAT ARE HUNGRY 4 HIM"
Good things don't come easy Easy things don't come good!!
THERE'S POWER IN CONFESSION=> WORDS THAT COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH SHAPE YOUR WORLD...
>>BEING SURROUNDED WITH AN ATMOSPHERE OF POSITIVE THOUGHTLIFE & WORDS ARE ESSENTIAL <<
WHAT KIND OF LIFE YOU ARE LOOKING @??
SUCESSFUL?
WEALTHY?
HAPPY?
YOUR MIND DETERMINES THAT!!
WAT U LOOKING @??
while man look at the outward appearance but God looks at the heart...
life is about being the RIGHT person = hardwork! *christ-likeness relationship*
24feb09~~~~
stress>> gd or bad???
The stress response—the body's hormonal reaction to danger, uncertainty or change—evolved to help us survive, and if we learn how to keep it from overrunning our lives, it still can. In the short term,it can energize us,
"reviving up our systems to handle what we have to handle,"
18feb09 Deep 'knowing' of how much it cost ^_^>24FEB09> HERE I AM[HUMBLED]
WHEN YOU CAN'T HOLD ON.. KEEEP HOLDING ON!!! ^_^ ~we'll make it thru(17feb09)
lessons in LIFE...
"MOST OF US DO NOT 'SCULPT' OUR LIVES. WE ACCEPT WHAT COMES OUR WAY... THEN WE GRIPE ABOUT IT."
your life is largely based on the decisions you made yesterday.- how much you WANT to acheive tomorrow?
>>hard work=key to fruitful results!
*we will all individually experience the heights of sucess and the despair of failure. But thru them, the lessons we acquire are TIMELESS treasures that not a single classroom lecture or textbook can easily replace: there is always something to learn from our unique experiences*
key= remain resilient in the ever changing seasons that life brings to us!
EXPERIENCE= OUR GREATEST TEACHER!*let's move on with confidence*
prayer- talking to GOD!
so blessed.. i can't contain it!
GOD i think i'm too lost in love already... with you. and this love keeps me going.. gives me strength/courage/determination to face my day!
love=patient love=kind
love never fails..
with love, your precious Gin.
things happen upon If u step out in FAITH!
Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I made you in your mother's womb, I chose you."
Beginnings are very important!
My journey - like YOURS - began in the heart and mind of God.
Before I took even one breath, God wanted, loved and planned me.
You are NO accident!
(here have been many times in my life when I doubted my worth and value. I filled every waking moment with activity -- good things -- thinking that if I did enough good things, I would be good enough. It didn't work.)
I can never be good enough to earn the love and favor of God.
The good news is that I don't have to be!My worth and value rest in the fact that
I am chosen by God to be His very own child.
I am loved, wanted and planned by God Himself.Wow!God Himself supervised our formation. We were created -- not to be a puppet -- but for an intimate relationship with God. i've my choice.. wat bout u?
love = out of control..(freewill)
God is in control but He also gave us choices in life..
He treats us as His children but not robots. He can only have control of our life if only we let Him.He set clear path in front of us (Deuteronomy 30 :19) so we are the one who choose the life we wanna.
The consequences or fruits of our choices we have to face it. and most of the time it affects more then individual alone and sometime a generation of ppl.
the beauty of having one having child-like innocence ...
CULTIVATE the HABIT immediate attention 2 SMALL DETAILS
Has it ever occur to you why people fail in life sometimes??
Most of our failures come with thesmall things.
It rarely occurs to us that the challenge of the moment is to demonstrate ourselves faithful at that point. ********************************************** you need to be faithful in the little things!! ********************************************** Then -- and only then -- will we be trusted in the greater things the market place! ************************************************* >>>YOU WILL NEVER FAIL IN THE BIG THINGS OF LIFE **************************************************
make sense?? agree??
YES!!
~2008 SCH OF THEOLOGY ~
TODAY(4feb09).. I hear.. you got me~ living in a different LIGHT~
GOD loves..
Awesome God!
********************************* OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD HE REIGNS FROM HEAVEN ABOVE WITH WISDOM,POWER & LOVE. OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!! *********************************
WHAT DO U SEEK... (FOCUS)
what ever things that u BUILD UR LIFE upon is your god. etc(education, career, relationship,family,friends)
ARE THEY THE SOURCE OF YOUR HAPPINESS..
FACTS OF LIFE>>*they don't last 4ever here on earth- sometimes LIFE fails you*
And the matter of the fact is that, there is ONLY ONE GOD!
********************* PS: ITS NOT WRONG TO PURSUE ALL THESE THINGS! *********************
BUT!!!
>>THE FOUNDATION of your life MUST be BUILD UPON GOD otherwise.. WHEN YOU GET HIT BY THINGS OF LIFE... YOU LOSE YOUR STRENGTH TO CARRY ON IN LIFE... DANGER: Life fails when you fail in life.. whatevEr that is not build upon Him will eventually fade away...
*Heaven and earth will pass away but my words will never pass away*
*Seek ye 1st the KINGDOM OF GOD and ALL THESE THINGS shall be ADDED to YOU!* seek=> FOCUS ON IT! Ginna: at my lowest point of life(NOW) i realised that all these things that i could SEE or BEHOLD come and go... when i build my happiness upon it then my life gets dictates by it... how sad my life was JOB: to trust in building a career when it topples- for a moment i thought i lost my security. In RELATIONSHIPS: when i broke up with my ex i thought that was the end of the world FAMILY: when i was young my "loved ones" had no time to spend with me thus i was on my own and no one to turn to seek counsel to share problems. FRENZ: let's face it.. they can be there and not reali there..when in good times i ENJOYED their companies could go out have fun and enjoy and " get crazy" over having fun!
EDUCATION: well, dint manage to pursue my studies after my o'levels. many times.. i do feel put down upon being compared with my peers or friends from outside..
*my life is not born of incidence, same goes 4 the events of my life! i realised y i have to go thru all that i've been thru...*
NOw i ask : YOUwho is reading my life.. are u TRUELY happi??
yes?
no?
why??
$: well, i was slogging my life to earn all the money here on earth to go shopping enjoy "comfort of life" when i had none, i thought 4 a moment i thought i had lost my VALUE... (been there..done that.. ALL my life- bitter sweet or sour i've been thru , i've the world to share with YOU this..do a part of you in some way or another see a PART of YOU similar to my life?) >>>>>>>> TIME TO GET A LIFE- true happiness... your life is beautiful.. so are you.. "wonderfully made in His image 4 a great PURPOSE" YOUR PURPOSE IS CONSTANTLY CALLING OUT TO YOU... WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU HERE?? $$/FAME/POWER/GLORY...?? I'M HAPPY NOW IN MY LIFE COS I KNOW THAT I AM NOT BUILT UPON ALL THESE... EVEN AT MY LOWEST POINT OF LIFE CURRENTLY I'M HAPPY ( & Know what i'm made of )COS MY GOD LOVES ME EVEN WHEN I HAD NONE OF THESE..
jesus loves= sacrifices
he died 4 YOU on the cross 2000 yrs ago & shed His blood!
He wanna give YOU a life of eternal happiness..
"for God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that whoevers believes in HIm shall not perish but have everlasting life"
>> the world would fail YOU but our GOD won't<<
LOVE never fails...
OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!!!!!
*receive His love TODAY!!* ^_^
my heart lead me to my joy~[幸福的地图]
LOVe~ a CHOICE CENTRE @ the WILL~
Lyrics
没原因 就是喜欢你 在初次相遇 有重逢的心情 深呼吸 让心动隐形 完美的爱情 是无声的旋律
听 我听你 不确定的语气 等 我等你 放下你的犹豫 嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛 我会明白 你做的决定
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你 祝福不用回音
没原因 就是喜欢你 就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情 你前进 看着你背影 就足够世界 无条件 的放晴
你 如果已 爱上他的姓名 爱 如果已 没有我的空隙 嘿 只要你 可以永远开心 我会情愿 渐渐被忘记
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你 把祝福送给你
Oh~ I believe Cause I believe 那幸福不灭的定律 你的手心 不一定要由我握紧 就像恒星 总会有发光的原因
Gin is wonderfully & beautifully created in God's image, specially designed 4 HIs purpose.. i can't believe that i'm so uniquely made.. [I'M AMAZINGLY 1 & ONLY ME!]
HE is my only SOURCE.
"seek ye 1st the kingdom of GOD"